Monday, 7 July 2008

Switch

I have spent the last three days thinking about how to best put this blog into writing, there has been a certain arrogance about me the last three days, that I cannot help but allude to. I recently told a very dear friend of mine that if madonna is a gay man trapped in a womans body then I am the ultimate lesbian trapped in a mans body. I hate the thought of threesome involving other guys, I'm not saying never but at this precise moment in time it simply doesn't appeal to me, but I've had several loose encounters with three in a bed me and two women, nothing that could be described as a full threesome but enough too know that this is where my prefference lays.

I called this note Switch, but how can such a simple word have so many meanings, there's the obvious Switch that eludes to light, there's the switch that eludes to the whip from slavery days, and of course theres the switch that is neither dom nor sub but rather equally at home in either role, strange how every meaning has the same basic element, the element of power and to turn on or off.

If I had to call myself anything I would probably resort to calling ymself a switch because I have had conversations in both roles and am equally comfortable in either, although it depends on whom I am having a conversation with, some naturally bring out the sub and others naturally bring out the dom so yes I would say it's fair to call myself a switch.

It would be inconceivable to write like this in facebook, mostly because my mother reads them but also because so many people I work with have already got their safe little impression of me that it would only shatter them.

I recently got accused of switching because I ahve dropped all my red, gold and greeen in favor of a return to my warholesque style, I call it polysexual because whilst I am straight I am once again embracing the fact that whilst my body is not masculine and muscly I am equally adpet at creating an allure of sexuality, something I lost for a long time.

Some may call it geek chic but whatever it is called I know I am the absoloute master of it, I know I look more than just stylish I am probably looking more fuckable now than ever before especially as I am crafting myself as the ultimate quintessential gent and artist about town,

It would appear that a new era is dawning and my power with words is only increasing,

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